my idea of wealth has changed. when i was little i’d dream about living in a giant mansion with like a tennis court and a bowling alley and an indoor swimming pool and all other sorts of sports things i’d never use. now when i fantasize i’m like, “maybe someday i’ll be able to rent a one bedroom apartment and live there alone.”
I want one thing and one thing only.
That one thing is to finally feel comfortable. Create my own space, expand the corners of my mind, relax, breathe, breathe, breathe, relax, breathe. Take it in, pull it out.
I want to be comfortable. I want to feel comfortable.
(Please, let it be soon. Please, please, please.)